The amount of pain gg throu my heart and mind. Is beyond description. Feels like a failure. Idk what else to do.

I’ve done all tht I cld. It seems like I wasn’t even given a chance by god. It feels like he wants me to give it up.

This time,crying really doesn’t bring the pain away. I thou after a gd night sleep,it’ll get better, no it doesn’t. It doesn’t it doesn’t it doesn’t.

I really don’t deserve this.

I hate this.

I fucking hate this.

6 days ago  /  0 notes

May

O.M.G its MAY already. To be exact, its now May 6th! How fast can the time get? 

Anyways, watching FA cup final now. Currently, Chelsea look good. But can it last till the 90th ++ min? All I can say, may the worthy team wins.

Half-time’s up, back to the match!!

<3

3 weeks ago  /  0 notes